i am here, where are you

i wrote something great a minute ago-- its gone now...
love the internet..and hate it too.. or at least my expectation of it being easy..
i am here..
where are you..
this is my constant conversation with myself..
i am here..
31 now.
in love now.
scared of doing anything that could take it away.
single mom now.
getting to know myself
making my dreams come true
waking up more and more each day
to the realism
of
THIS.

happy birthday raina..
happy birthday grandma
happybirthday ket, moses, and
ME..