hello again.. xxoo

hello

soo much happens in each day- these long long long days-

kismet

ahh,

sweet kismet

is strong today

thanks to the support and love

of this community..

and now

i am a steward

a host

to the 27 employees

the 45 menu options

my children

and this town

my work is cut out for me

i am clear

and understand the job

so here i go

finding my fire

after the flood

and

diving in

to the surrender

that kismet requires

and kismet

means

everything

returned

ok.

it was in the midst of a tiny moment that i realized that i occupy 2 of the most challenging careers.. single mother of 2 with 2 separate dads, and untrained chef restaurant owner..

oops. guess someone was a little ambitious...

so far.

in this moment, there is nothing more that i crave than a room to myself- fresh air, sunlight, warm with the breeze of fresh quiche, and filled with the thankfulness of knowing all is in order.

family close.

house a home.

joy.

feeling pretty low- steeping in the marrow of memories. one year ago- where were we then? saying hello- saying goodbye

one year.

one year. can be so little in hind sight, but a year- a whole year- awake, pushing, working, changing- yet, it is suddenly so much.. and like so many other times, i am in awe.

Synchronisity.

memories.

dreams.

spring is on its way.

i am so incredibly nostalgic- all of the years are lined up and stacked up and the energy is multiplied.

lucky me.