Thursday, June 10, 2010

oh- hey- well then

there have been so many things on my mind lately... the earth is shifting; & so am i..
the earth is on fire- enraged- in war-- & so am I... and at the SAME TIME- the earth around me is moist and dank (& so am I) , full of spring (& so am I) and promising fear and fortune (so am I...)..

too long since i have written.
the berries grew too quickly-- it has been hard to catch up..

"i have missed you-
flame that feeds my flame.;
i have missed us;
the constance of us.
and i have worked so hard to show you
that i am good-
i am real-
i am as honest as i can
be.
i feel you moving away from me though-
like the heat of that early march sun-
now cold
(i have flannel sheets again)-

Dont ask me to stay close then drift afar-
please no
i am HERE
and really--
that is all that i can promise..

i might wake you
your golden brow
kiss your cheek, touch your edgy sleep-
or i may just wake and feel our distance.
anyway.
there are seconds here that i count....
spring will be back again- right?"
"



moving on into the new day now-