its been too long- too much to say

love

vermont spring

love

silent dawn

"it's ok" i tell myself, to wake up this early0 and I wake-

alive and aware

and raw still from the day before

and then,

after watching it from my window, and breathing it all in (from my open window),

i go back to sleep- content and full

as iff

i just ate thanksgiving dinner-

and then

i oversleep my alarm..

poop

i throw clothes on

i open the door

and

YES

spring is waiting.

this is why california, mississippi, new zealand, australia, massachusettes and arizona couldnt keep me--

THIS is the reason to be alive-

children are happier here-

music is free-er here

food tastes better here (ofcourse)

and this-

to me

is home