this time last year, i was in montreal, in a snow storm, on the top floor of a fancy hotel downtown, with Raina and Alanna, and feeling so thankful to have gotten out of the states.. I needed a break, i needed to be away, i needed that... Now today, I am the one with a 20 lb turkey in my bathtub- alanna is at home with her children, and raina--well, i think she may be in love.. i have a new house now and I am SO thankful for that. I am loving my children, and although we wont all be together on the actual day, i feel like we've been doing alot of thanks giving... we've had one day each week be pajama day- where we dont take off our pajama's all day and just read and play and eat... it's lots of fun, i've gained some weight back, and we are all really enjoying eachother..

the dishwasher lives here now, which I LOVE- and this week we got the internet (in our house) for the first time in a year and 1/2! I am so thankful to be connected to the world and to be able to be home too at the same time... i am so thankful for warmth and that heat is included in my rent- and that i can walk to work everyday... I love that my car is working and that moses can read and is teaching fela how to read too!

I am happy- and on the inside, where it counts!